Most of this day the activity I most embrace the internal growth of love and compassion mapping. I try not to get lost in the re routes my brain was taught by me, is the quickest way out of depression. But an exit there requires strategies to get from under piles of darkness decamped like jackals and hyena. I self deceive and start thinking that the light from above is the celestial star placed in heaven. When actually the cold pallor and sodium glow of a displaced orb irradiated and aggrieved is casting light because it never became.
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