….. like I am ready to cozy up to a body in balance with my fullness of melanin by their lack of melanin as it seems to have brung with undifferentiated color the death of seasons or the abundance of frequencies subatomic causing The Heart of The Christ that empowers and is the turning indefatigable energy in the drive toward heaven in us and heaven in earth I will fall never to be another into another full lipped boy and bring the joy of a second nerd adolescent dawn of sappppp always rising into an insouciant teenage twilight night covered fully in good consequence living by living ones fullest best life in love with all things wrapped in bundles of photons under the constant sun thats nestled in with madcap zany adventures, ghost mysteries pet detecting Non homonormative Weird Science Secxy Debacles hemmed in by the naughty glee of eating pancakes waffles and rumbled cheese eggs for breakfast lunch and dinner in the bed while wearing your family Christmas onsie and wearing your 10 year old Boba Fet mask thereby replacing your Slave space ship with humps and grinds on the upbeat of Grace Jones Slave to the Rhythm. And I will say I do… without consummation for a year and then on the anniversary Dionysian savagery causes head eruption in counter point to erection like centuries be quieted volcanoes